I am going to stop writing daily.
I started posting on blogs (this one) because I wanted my opinion to be heard and that isn't happening.
There are days were I know I have no future in this world, and that I am just waiting to die. Today is one of those days and I rather not share my negativity and so I am only going to write when I have something to say that is neutral or whatever.
I just want to delete every social media site I am connected to and be alone, but that doesn't happen. I want to be in a comfy home all alone, and I actually want to do nothing, hear no one, and just rest.
I wish I had nothing to do and no one who would judge me.
I know I am depressed and crying doesn't help, but I have nothing else.